disappoinment

anger fades off but disappointment lingers

after the angry outbursts and words, all there is is the deafening silence of disappointment that washes over you and envelopes your senses and STAYS. sometimes you think it goes away, but everytime it will emerge to haunt you. time and time again.

don't hope too much. don't get your expectations up too high.
you will only fall harder and more painfully.

i thought it was ok to expect and hope. just that little bit.
i guess i thought wrong.

never hope. never expect.
then you won't fall.
then the tears won't fall.