just one more...

i soooo shouldn't be blogging... but i am sooo restless so i decided to come online to whine. ONE more day! ONE more paper!!! and i am DONE with exams... the exams are like quite a peripheral thought. i am studying but my mind keeps wandering to the weirdest things. and i am soooo going to DIE tomorrow. i have slept in about 75% of the lectures for this paper, i have TODAY to study for it and it is a CLOSED BOOK exam. i don't know how to take closed book exams anymore!!! *whine whine whine* how to memorise and remember everything? so well, i am just looking through the notes and praying that the relevant facts will all flow out of me fluently tomorrow at 9.30am. and it is such a pain waking up to go for an exam in winter, when it is cold and dreary outside! i just realy really want to go back to bed to sleep instead of sitting for 2 hours in the LT trying for the life of me to make sense of what i am writing. my only consolation for tmr's paper is that it is 40% of the grade and so will requie 40% of my effort only and that after 2 short hours, I WILL BE FREE and will be heading to the airport :)

it's such a surreal feeling. dearie is actually flying tonight! in about 8 hours time, he will be on the plane on the way here. but currently, it just doesn't seem to be happening with the paper to study for. and while i am typing all these, time that i should use to study for the exam is waltzing by... bleahz... studying is a bitch. really... there are times when i actually feel quite inspired to study but this is definitely NOT one of those times... but you've got to do what you've got to do... sooooo i am realllyyyy goooinnnggg oooffff tooooo studyyyyy NOOOWWW...

*jiaying pries her fingers and eyes from beloved Fufu (pet name for fujitsu laptop)*

*whines and grumbles and frustrated screams heard*